Now and then...

This is me a few years back:



Now, depressingly admits that I have gained at least a hundred pounds due to pregnancy.


I can't even face a mirror. I can't fit in any dress at a local tiangge, even the signature clothes that I used to buy can't fit me anymore. Friends would ask me what had happened when they see me. I even tried all sorts of diet pills, slimming tea and even all types of diet found in the internet, but my post pregnancy weight is still holding on to my body. It doesn't want to let me go and that upsets me. I tried to exercise still nothing happened. I can't go below 200lbs.

Before, I used to be between 110 - 140lbs the most since I am 5'5"....

I badly need help, I can't be depressed for the rest of my life.